THE SPIRIT

I’m really feel different after I watch one late talk show on TV many evening before. The guest of the talk show is a wife that HIV positive. What make this thing different is, the wife got this HIV from her husband. But amazingly, this incredible wife still supporting her husband in every way, including takes care of him while he was sick because of AIDS. This is really touched my heart and mind. What makes me interesting is the spirit of caring although she was hurt by her irresponsible husband. It will took a great courage in doing this. I don’t know how to eliminate the hate feeling from the wife and change it becomes love and care, though she was hurt. As a wife, of course, she had obligation to serve her husband, but as a human being, can we feel same thing if we were hurt? I bet that not more than 1 % of this country population will done the same thing like her. Many of us, still shadowing with a vengeance, dislike, hate, and so many unpleasant feeling in our heart. But, if we purify our heart by washing it with the water of love, care, mercy, and all good things, we’ll find the wisdom of life. It took a clear heart and mind if we want to start doing this. Eliminating the feeling of hate and vengeance from our heart and mind seems difficult to do. But, everyone must learn to achieve it, to give a positive energy and spirit in our life. Implementing it could be a problem, if it’s not become our habitual thing, because we’re not saint or an angel, or maybe a holy man that can keep our heart white forever. At least, as a human being, we must have a spirit to lessen the feeling of evil inside our heart. By doing this exercise, we might be born as a new human that has a different meaning of life or found our values of life. A simple thing we might done to exercise this. For example, forgiving ourselves and our friends or foes’ mistakes, sharing with others, or might be smiling when people are trying to bully us. If we’re succeeding through this exercise, we already found our white side of the heart and have more meaning of our life. After finding this white part, please don’t ever try to make it black anymore. Because if we’ve black heart, people won’t respect and care about us anymore. Let the light of mercy, care, and share keep on give it rays for us in giving spirit of life for us.